Thorn in the Flesh

   Sometimes I feel madness about prasing the Lord in the midst of pain and hardships and I sick and tired of people glibly qouting verses about the glories of suffering. I feel tired and weary seek God for answers on  prayers day by day.

  I know this is bacause of the thorn  that is planted in my flesh. Its about my ugly weaknesses that hardened my heart. But I cannot deny the presence of the Holy Spirit in me that made me aware about doing good or bad.

   But the Lord challenge me tonight with the scripture that talks about Paul's thorn in the flesh
 in 2 cor. 12:7-10.

7 to keep me from being concieted because of these surpassingly great revelations there was given to me a thorn of the flesh. 8 Three times I pleaded to the Lord to take it away from me but he said 9 " My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses. "Therefore I will boast about my weaknesses so that Christ power will may rest on me. 10 Therefore I delight in weaknesses for when I am weak, I am strong.

How can I boast on my weaknesses Lord?
How can I delight in Pain?
Its difficult Jesus...