My world seems wrecked apart into pieces when I discovered my husband having an affair with another woman. Many questions in my mind that seems no answers. "How it happened? Why it happened? Have I done something wrong to receive such afflictions?"

   With my own understanding I can't bear the pain and struggles. My hope, confidence and self respect is gone, I was bounded with fear. I cannot see the light. All I can see is darkness. Discouragement went through my entire being. Everything I have seems uncertain.

   All my energy is gone. Completely empty. Nothing is left in me except my little faith that GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE ME NOR FORSAKE ME. Then I have no choice but to cling to that little faith that I have. I asked him "Why you allow this to happened?" Jesus answered " Do You remember the time when Peter denied me three times during my execution?" The pain of betrayal is so intense. More severe that the strife's and wounds of my flesh."

   I answered " Yes Lord. I understand how painful it was. Now I know what you have sacrificed for me.It is my privileged to take part of your pain." He hugged me. So gently. His arms is warm and strong. I feel that I am Weak no more. Ooh... Its nice to stay in his presence.  His strength is sufficient enough for me.

   All my fear faded away.. I feel much secure now. More confident. In him there is no failure. No disappointments. Because HE IS FAITHFUL.

   God is so GOOD. He took me out of the bondage. He restore everything that is lost. He made me a NEW CREATION. I know.. I AM NEVER THE SAME AS BEFORE. 

    And when I stand to testify his glory, the POWER of GOD will abide in me. because I live in TRUTH.

   In everything that is happening God has a Purpose. He wants to test my character. He is teaching me to love those unlovable people. He wants me to be transformed according to his plan.

   Truly it was... You cannot testify the goodness of God unless you TASTE IT, FEEL IT, and EXPERIENCE IT. To GOD be the GLORY..